_{Like old times, he wondered in circles around the open field, maroon eyes bright as the silky white fur seemed to float around him. The cool winter wind combed through the tangles like a tree branch would, with muzzle high and sniffing the air for any sign of his pack. The wolves seemed to have deserted that land, and after traveling all around the light area he seemed to have nearly given up now. With anger bubbleing in him the large and lanky male sat, curling his tail around his hind and laying his ears back to his skull, frowning now he flicked his ear again. Have they really left... His voice was gruff, husky almost from disuse as Razor Blade hadn't been around anyone lately, after the disapperance of his Alpha he slipped into solitude, not daring to leave his den in suspicion that Titan awaited to spring a surprise on him. Growling lowly with just the thought of his first and home pack was something that could send this normally calm wolf into a rage. With a snarl he turned and slashed at a nearby small tree, he listended as his powerful paw snapped the sapling in half with a loud crack.
Ears flat to the back of his head Razor stared at the sapling, his mind raced and while staring at the fallen thing he invisioned all those wolves he had killed lying at his paws once more. How the blood had soaked through the ground and dyed his toes red, how long it had taken for him to clean his white fur. Shaking slightly from the memories he couldn't help but shake his head, yet those maroon eyes so full of hate and fear wouldn't blink or look from the sapling. Finally the one came to him, the one wolf he had never ment to kill was the sapling, he could almost feel the blood covering his chest and lips. The only wolf that had ever taken him in without a question, the only wolf that had ever dared to love him.
Ilia... His voice was soft, mourning almost as he watched his paw caress the sapling carefully, eyes watering with sadness before Razor threw his head back and howled a mournful tune that could fill the whole sky with sadness.}

_{Razor wasn't sure what he should do now, nervously he glanced around and flicked his tail, ears back on his skull now as he back tracked a little, looking from the tree to this new wolf nearby. Uh... Uhm... Looking around like a pup who was in trouble he crouched low, looking nervous still as he gave a small smile and flexed his claws, feeling a splinter or two sting deep into the creases between his toes causing him to flinch. To a standby wolf it would look as if Razor was insane, between the mumbling of his beloved's name as it ghosted by his thick fuzzy lips as a whisper and the fact he kept glancing around as if expecting an attack. Maybe he was going crazy, with the threat of someone being sent by Titan still hanging in the air who knew what could happen next, his life would be a grab bag that would hang in between karma and destiny for the rest of his life.}

_{Razor flinched at the words, everything was wrong to him, nothing seemed to work right in this life ever since he had left his home pack. No... Nothing is wrong, I'm sorry for my behavior... I, haven't been myself lately. With a shake of his great head Razor gave a wolfish grin now, bowing low and deep to this Alpha and flicking his tail before casting one last weary glance around. Reclining back on his haunches the male let his head droop in what looked like defeat, there seemed to be no sense in him being here anymore, in fact Razor Blade probably had more luck going back to the Sanguinaire than staying in the open where others could get hurt as well. Maybe, he could go back to that mindless killing machine and would stop suffering from such a threat of being torn apart from the fabric of life at any moment.}